I'm exhausted. My eyeballs feel heavy. The thought of zoom was hard. And I'm not sure why today is different from other days. I got up at the normal time. I had breakfast, blueberries and yogurt. Everything was the same except sunshine and warmth. Today was sunny and warm, 70 degrees. And I was inside: Monitoring zoom Answering calls Staring at a screen Teaching Attending meetings Listening I took my book and sat in my balcony in-between calls. The sun felt amazing for those 20 minutes.